Passive Aggressiva

So, I slept since 6ish pm after work till this morning, while having a break within at around 9 to have my dinner, then continued my long siesta till today.

It is noted that I really needed that sleep.

Life hasn't been a bed of roses recently, and I'm about to smash something. Anything.

I am pretty sick of people telling me what I should do, how I should feel.

SO Fook OFF ok?

Fucking hell, I don't need anyone telling me what I should do with my hair.

I'm sick of living like a crippled puppy, constantly needing someone there to take care of me. As much as I know I'm not financially stable, I am still entitled to my meagre bit of independancy and self respect.

I think I'm about to break.

I really think I will.

Enough about my usual rantings aside, let's talk about passive aggressive behaviour.

Guess what? I think I've caught it.

There are certain behaviors that help identify passive-aggressive behavior.

• Ambiguity
• Avoiding responsibility by claiming forgetfulness
• Blaming others
• Chronic lateness and forgetfulness
• Complaining
• Does not express hostility or anger openly (e.g., expresses it instead by leaving notes)
• Fear of authority
• Fear of competition
• Fear of dependency
• Fear of intimacy (infidelity as a means to act out anger): The passive aggressive often can't trust. Because of this, they guard themselves against becoming intimately attached to someone.
• Fosters chaos
• Intentional inefficiency
• Making excuses
• Losing things
• Lying
• Obstructionism
• Procrastination
• Resentment
  
• Resists suggestions from others
• Sarcasm
• Stubbornness
• Sullenness
• Willful withholding of understanding

wow, I really do think I have a problem.

Or am I just imagining that I have it so I can fall back on my excuses?

Damnit.

I hate my life.

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