After today's incident I realised how compassionate my boyf was.

And I wonder if I died or anything untoward happened to me, if he'd cry like he did today.

But then I can't compare myself to a dog. We're totally different entities. IF he had a mistress, then perhaps I could compare with that tramp.

Just woke up from a nap. Actually cried myself to sleep.

Going to miss not having a dog bark down the whole house when I go to his place.