Thinking about it, its almost 2 years since I've returned home.

I've grown up (hopefully) from that ordeal.

And if I knew that it was the end, I would have done it differently, sad to say.

But it just wouldn't be me, would it?

Silly Jo. Silly determined, deluded, persevering Jo.

I could have saved myself from alot of trouble and unnecessary turmoil.

Sleepless nights of endless torture.

But now its different. You are no longer part of my nights. You're just another closed chapter in which, I wish, never revisited. It's just too painful to.

Goodbye. You know its for the best.